Tendonitis

Your arm is in resistance to strong-arm techniques. Your old methods of being strong or being heard or feeling powerful called forth a shield that is defensive, giving the appearance of outer strength. Your being no longer likes to be seen in this stance and it is clearing the grid pattern for this posture.

Your arm, where the energy covering lives that covers your extreme vulnerability, is not able to let go to the new way of being, yet is not willing to be the old way. This stuck pattern is painful and you are not yet able to clear the old and live fully in the new. The pain is the stuckness, the interim stand of “what now?” which holds anxiety, and a push-pull feeling is there now.

The way through is to realize how the old ways of being strong sent messages of, “pay attention to me,” into your world and your need now is to let go of the belief that love is hurt and it pays to be strong, not weak.

You fear your love is weak and undiscriminating and this is where you need to learn to trust your own love as a strength, not a weakness. Your love is strong. What has been lacking is your access to anger which is responsive to abuse.

Your anger will tell you when your love is being abused or undervalued, which is your key to speaking truth for yourself. Your love is the energy in you that supports you when you have responses that need permission to express. Your expression grows stronger and stronger as you accept your love as your strength and your anger as its guardian.

Learn the art of grace – living in the love and letting your radar anger steer you into deep love lived.