Hearing Voices

I am hearing voices, and ask for help and guidance in understanding what this is about.

We read what you are undergoing. We see what is occurring with your dominant relation and what you inwardly carry that is so unable to keep your inner feeling of self.

We read that you have opened yourself to others without having a discernment that comes from self-connection. You are unable to keep integrity from within.

Use your mental capacities to focus upon your inner worth. It is there and the fact that you cannot feel it or mobilize its magnetic powers of reflection is reparable. You are not deficient; simply disconnected and unaware of your registration within the Beauty of Life that you were given. This you have; you simply need to activate this condition within.

We enter now within your mechanisms of self-denial. You were not encouraged to become aware of yourself as valuable. You were encouraged to be “for others”. Your habit pattern is to make “others” your life. However, this leaves you empty, powerless and with no sense of value or purpose in terms of experiencing your own life and what THAT is.

Your need for love as little one was met when you were being what you were “supposed” to be, not what you needed to be as a learning and exploring child. Consequently, your belief is that love comes by listening to others, being obedient to their demands, wishes and suggestions, and by serving others in ways that validate, appreciate and offer to them.

Your need for love remains unmet as belief comes between you and what is your Being or Love. Your lack of self opens up your emotional and mental structures for invasion by others and by your own unconscious thoughts and emotions that resent and reject what your conditions outwardly, and your choices inwardly in those conditions, have created. Your needs go un responded to; your sense of lack, loss and emptiness magnifies.

We read that your voices are those of what you were unable to express and recognize when you were undergoing the training of self-denial. These voices represent your thoughts and feelings about the demand placed upon you to “NOT BE”.

We suggest that you recognize them as such. Listen to them without believing their messages – Write down what is said and see that you were played as a pawn and not a person when a child. These are the reactions to that training. See the messages as THAT; not as someone else trying to control you; not as craziness (but maybe even as your past unexpressed health) but as reactions, unreleased, suppressed, to that which undermined your Self as Love and Beauty.

Writing down the negativity OBJECTIVELY without believing it as truth, or making it mean you are, “….” (fill in the blank) helps to bring conscious the pain and deprivation you experienced as a little one. This allows you to own your experience as yours, see the effects, and self-compassion can birth. You did not feel the opening to express your experience and need, so it went “underground” or unconscious within you. This layer of experience must now be “aired”, brought conscious and let go, without making it right or wrong.

Simply accept – this is what happened; this is how I felt; I feel this child’s pain and desperation, and let it move through me now so it can finally evolve into completion. You thus transform the magnet of your unloved, unexpressed experience into a magnet of worthiness and compassion for all that you were, all that you experienced, and all that is coming now into your registration of I.

This is what we see. This is where you need to bring consciousness and attention. This is where you begin to move from a living death into a life of your own Being.